Ello

I haven't had any new art ideas after my last piece so this account may be inactive for a while longer, but I have been feeling a little more motivated to work on my comic project and some other things.

Hopefully I can push through and actually get stuff done this summer while also making myself useful by doing what most people my age are doing and possibly get a summer job/ volunteer somewhere.

Ngl the last 4-8 months have been the most stressful in terms of like, everything, so I haven't had much motivation to begin with anyway...

I still have "down" moments but I'm starting to feel a little better. I'll be back when I feel like sharing something.

I have a SoundCloud

It's mostly older music I archived

https://on.soundcloud.com/VDB783viE2EdofHu8

I also have music on my YT which you can get to in my account's bio

Oke have a good day/ night :p

Happy Mother’s Day every1

And if you’re like me and has a poor relationship your mom then spend the day w some1 that is like a mom (wether that’d be your grandma/ aunt/ friend’s mom/ etc)

Or your dad idrk

Y’all know what I mean lol

So I'm done with college for the semester which means I might have more energy to work on projects :D

BUT that doesn't mean I'm gonna spend all summer cooped up in the den. Other than my art/ music projects I will be focusing on:

• Getting a driver's license
• Possibly finding a summer job/ volunteering somewhere
• Going to therapy
• Going back to the gym (50/50 chance)

As for going back the next semester we'll just wait and see.

Sorry for all of the bittersweet/ vent stuff I've been suddenly dumping out on here.

I'm just overwhelmed with a lot of irl stuff and everything is making me a lot more emotional than it has to be (like I almost started crying yesterday bc I couldn't find anything to get at the mall ToT)

This has to be the worst I've been mentally and idk what do do about it. I could take time off the internet but that would defeat the purpose of trying to get along with others and letting myself be known.

But yeah yet again sorry. I'm against venting online but I don't have anyone irl to talk about this. :/

Y’all this account is dying what should I do

Oh it's already Pico Day? I don't have any art ideas rn, sorry xd

But I just wanna take the time to thank Mr. Fulp for creating this lovely website and wish him a happy birthday! So many of us appreciate you for creating a safe space for artists to flourish and find other like-minded people, not to mention the refreshing lack of corporate and AI trash. Thanks for making artists feel like they have a place in the world, dude.

Ngl even after using this site for two years I'm still getting used to how closely knit the people on this website are compared to YouTube. Like every art collab I've seen always has the same 5-10 people in them and everyone gets along well. Discord is like that too, where I just watch all of these people getting along and doing things together and I just sit there with little to no interaction. I get social anxiety sometimes so it makes it a lot harder to just jump in and be like "Hey, can I hang/ collab with you guys? You seem pretty cool!"

I'm kinda wishing that I started using this website sooner- like when I started high school or something- bc I think it would've helped prevent me from being friendless and lonely for the last 4 years at least. I didn't really have anyone (except for family) that actually appreciated my projects, and even with how little attention it still gets I'm just happy to have even a few people notice it.

I feel a little far behind for just starting to bring my social skills up (I'm 20 btw) but I guess the progress I've made so far is better than nothing. :/

Happy late Easter to every1 who celebrates~

So I'm still kind of gloomy but my motivation has gotten up just a little bit.

Expect something either tomorrow or the day after. :P

Ik I'm not that active on here but I haven't been doing too hot (mentally) and might not upload anything in the next week or so.