"Dying" would imply that it could deteriorate or something. ;p
Now with the snark out of the way...
If I may summarize what you probably wanted to say: You have been here for almost 2 years but do not feel like NG is working out for you. (What you were seeking here is inconsequential at this point of the conversation.) Your art is alright, but for one reason or another, you have not found what you were looking for here. This can happen completely unrelated to your skill.
My advice would be to keep the NG-account (who knows when you'll need it again) but to create accounts on other sites as well. Cara & Tumblr are the only other 'real' options, unless you're doing furry or NSFW.
DweamCaster
Idk! :( but mabye a follow will help!