Ok so I'm kind of pissed off rn and before you ask what's wrong I'd rather not explain because I feel like it's too personal, but it's affected me all summer and possibly won't stop for months to come. I see these people talking about "I'm going to a convention" or "I'll be in another state/ country for a few weeks" while my ass has been stuck in my bedroom for 2-3 years in a row.

It's funny because I'm not the kind of person to leave my house anyways, but it gets so boring when it's the same 5 things every day. There's days I can't get myself to do what I wanna do at home and I don't have my own car to go wherever I wanna go. Most of the summer I've been having issues sleeping and there's even been times I felt nauseous or disoriented.

Anyway I'm not asking for advice or condolences or whatever I just needed to get that off my chest. Not how I expected the start of my 20s to be but it is what it is I guess. :/